Inhale, exhale. Phew :)

Guys, im in the middle of depression. Okay, the truth is i dont know how to take care of someone's heart. Act, aku takboleh nak jaga semua orang punya hati but I tried to keep the distance. Even closer i mean relationship, friendship. I dont know if it wasnt enough for you guys. I tried to be me. I am who I am. Okay maybe sometimes I am not being me successfully but ive tried. Aku ni ada kurangnya and im sorry for that weakness. I cant change.





Sometimes i love to be alone, seriously. Bukan nak jiwang ke hape kan, but by being alone, im not hurting anyone right? Even when i was in secondary school, i walk alone, eat alone, go to the toilet alone (haha, mestilah). I dont have a best friend. Bila ada bff nilah yang akan betray lah, dengki. But you gotta trust each other. Im not telling you that i cant be your bff but I am tired to have one. Im afraid. Tragedy that happened when i was 17, it hurts A LOT. They abandoned me, kutuk2 but IDEC.






So guys, entry ni saja nak kasi ape yang aku rasa tengah2 malam ni. Tiba2 emo sikit. I dont wanna hurt your heart neither yours. Im afraid. Im sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.

I DIDNT REFER TO ANYONE, CEPAT TERASA? TAK APIK AKU DEH.

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